Princesseanamia - My Survival Guide

My name is Princesseanamia, suffering from Eating disorders (Anorexia, bulimia), depression.

Here is my journey with this disease. I have been struggling with it for years and at this point, the recovery is not an considerable option.

 

Height : 177cm/5ft9

Current weight : 54.6kg/120lbs

BMI : 17.4

 

I am the kind of girl that basically had everything that she wanted in her life. Everything except one thing, happiness. Reaching my parents and my excpectations about my perception of perfection is killing me. If I could find the solutions about these problems I would be the happiest teenager on earth because I know that I am not the only one that is triggered by these thoughts, diseases etc, and that is why I wanted to share my story in order, maybe, to help some other people or at least make them (YOu) less alone. I do feel alone, all the time, no one knows about anything and that makes it even more complicated. My life has just became a lying game, truth, I am lying to myself about this fake perception of perfection, but also to everyone close to me. "Yes I already ate" "No I did not purge" "Yes I am Happy", everything is just lies. But for this website I promise one thing, the truth and only the truth.